Today will be the start of a dark yet exciting journey. Today, the precious project which I have been crafting for the past 1.5 years will take shape. Today, is the start of a freaking long tunnel.
The University of Hertfordshire programme is running tomorrow and I'm teaching 2 modules - Film (as always) and Journalism & Government. Fantastic shits, they are...if only I am not the tutor and lecturer-in-charge for those 2 modules. Also, this programme will criss-cross with my Diploma schedules and all hell will break lose somewhere in November/December, where marking madness is going to hit the roof.
I am excited yet scared. Excited that yes...it is finally unfolding and all the baby steps have elevated into one solid-looking structure. Yet, I am scared because... as it is my baby, I may not have the heart to step away...something which I must do soon - step away. It's time to seek new pastures (sure sound like a cow here) and yes, in the mean time, I have to slowly get detached.
A thousand times goodnight, thoughtful thinkers.
P/S: When I was in the Changi Village Hotel over the weekend, I had a nightmare and I felt someone/something shaking me. I remember I screamed for Meiling but no one came to my rescue. Meiling must have thought that I was sleeptalking. I swear that there was something shaking me.
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