Sunday, February 10, 2013

Ah, freak out!

Barely two days of unemployment and here I am...at 3am on Chinese New Year...eating ice cream and breaking in cold sweat.

Did I make the right move?

I know I had thought it over. But the thinking was when I had a job. Now it is a different kind of thinking.

The last time I did I was 26. It turned out fine and I discovered teaching was the love of my life.

It's 7 years later now. I dont know what it is going to happen.

And I freaked out cause I saw my January bills. Bills which I already paid and was about to throw them away. Freaked out what if I cannot pay the next bills...and the next...and the next?

Oh boy.


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