Saturday, November 21, 2009

Gone to the movies

Here…my Top 20 love flicks. 'Casablanca' is the latest addition because I finally got it after watching the film for the umpteenth time.

1.       Romeo and Juliet (Baz Luhrmann)

2.       Moulin Rouge (Baz Luhrmann)

3.       Casablanca  (Michael Curtiz)

4.       The Notebook (Nick Cassavetes)

5.       Love Actually (Richard Curtis)

6.       Cold Mountain (Anthony Minghella)

7.       My Fair Lady (George Cukor)

8.       Edward Scissorhands (Tim Burton)

9.       Titanic (James Cameron)

10.   Ever After (Andy Tennant)

11.   Pretty Woman (Garry Marshall)

12.   Brokeback Mountain (Ang Lee)

13.   Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (Ang Lee)

14.   Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (Michael Gondry)

15.   The Princess Bride (Rob Reiner)

16.   50 First Dates (Peter Segal)

17.   Kuch Kuch  Hota Hai (Karan Johar)

18.   Sepet (Yasmin Ahmad)

19.   Days of Being Wild (Wong Kar Wai)

20.   In The Mood For Love (Wong Kar Wai)

 

Sure there are many more which didn't make this list. Come on, it's hard to decide when almost EVERY film out there has romance in various degrees in it. Even Wall-E, Batman, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter and even March of the Penguins have romance. So this list represents flicks I don't mind watching over and over and over again.

 

Come on. I don't even have my Brad Pitt anywhere on this list.

Cause I am impartial like that.
 
 

… 2 films by Luhrmann

… 2 films by Wong Kar Wai

… 2 films by Ang Lee

… 2 films starring Leonard diCaprio

… 2 films starring Maggie Cheung

… 2 films starring Nicole Kidman

… 2 films starring Drew Barrymore

… 2 films starring Kate Winslet

 
 
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Friday, November 20, 2009

Stupid girl

I am looking at this particular application procedure for an NUS Grad programme and it requires me to ask my former university to send my transcript/certificate to NUS.
 
Why so complicated? It's not like I can take a bus to my old university. It will take ages just to get the transcript. Is this the God's conspiracy not to let me continue my academic pursuit?.I am feeling so stupid already.
 
Humph.
 
 
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Thursday, November 19, 2009

Apologise

Watch the following.



Cruel or damn fresh seafood?


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Chop suey

I am feeling damn suey. No, wrong. Not feeling...but I am damn suey these past few days.
 
I feel so lousy, helpless...retarded
 
Today at work, I got an epiphany. I mean, I knew it all along but...today I received more "light". Don't trust your colleagues. Not all can be your friends because in truth, there's only a handful whom can be friends. The rest...fakes.
 
Some just befriend you because they know you are useful. Because you know your way around, because you know when and where are the best places to go and stuff. Because they know you have all the answers and are not selfish enough to tell. Urgh, I must learn how to "gatekeep" myself. I am not public property so I should stop behaving like one.
 
Tomorrow will be a new day.
 
Fuck man.
High school never ends.
 
 
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Times of miracle

 
This is wrong...but it tastes so good.
 
One reason why I am rushing to work every morning (except on Thursday when I am on the afternoon shift) is that Old Chang Kee has this porridge which is so popular that usually by 0930hrs, it will all be sold out. The porridge is not exceptionally tasty and all; it's plain and sometimes, meatless. But at $1.40 a pop, PLUS 2 'you tiaos', it can keep me warm all the way till about 1500hrs.
 
Now, that's a good deal.
 
So, every morning I will try to greet the Old Chang Kee's staff at 0900hrs (or even earlier). They, in turn, will give me the special. Whoopee. That's the price for wanting to save money for the future.  Here's to the future.
 
To the future!
 
 
P/S: I am so tempted to buy 2 bowls of porridge next time so that I can have it for late lunch or tea as well. $2.80 for 2 bowls is still cheaper than any other 2 meals that I can think of. Variety? I dont really care for variety, okay.
 
P/P/S: 2012 was awesome. Indeed the idea was kind of stupid because if it's the end of the world, everyone will die. But come on, since when are disaster movies about logic anyway? It's all evolution/psychobabble to me.
 
 
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Monday, November 16, 2009

Waltzing Matilda

I read the following off channelnewsasia.com and I must say, it's about time, Australia.
 
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PM Rudd in emotional apology to 'Forgotten Australians'
Posted: 16 November 2009 0855 hrs

CANBERRA: Prime Minister Kevin Rudd made an emotional apology on Monday to half-a-million "Forgotten Australians" who faced sexual abuse, violence and forced labour in childcare homes over a period of decades.

Victims among the 1,000 people who packed Parliament House for the address burst into tears as Rudd detailed heart-rending cases of neglect in Australia's orphanages and institutions from 1930 to 1970.

"We come together today to offer our nation's apology. To say to you, the Forgotten Australians, and those who were sent to our shores as children without their consent, that we are sorry," he said.

"Sorry that as children you were taken from your families and placed in institutions where so often you were abused. Sorry for the physical suffering, the emotional starvation and the cold absence of love, of tenderness, of care.

"Sorry for the tragedy, the absolute tragedy, of childhoods lost. Childhoods spent instead in austere and authoritarian places where names were replaced by numbers, spontaneous play by regimented routine, the joy of learning by the repetitive drudgery of menial work."

Hundreds of thousands of poor children, including some 7,000 child migrants from Britain, were ripped from their homes to live in poorly monitored state and church-run homes where many were abused, ignored or forced to do unpaid menial work.

The statement has already made waves in Britain where Prime Minister Gordon Brown is set to apologise to more than 130,000 disadvantaged children who were shipped to Australia and other former colonies.

The comments also echo Rudd's historic February 2008 apology to Australia's downtrodden Aboriginal population for their mistreatment since white settlement in 1788.

A 2004 Senate inquiry recommended the apology after unearthing hundreds of disturbing stories from children placed in care after their families broke down, their mothers were unmarried or they were considered uncontrollable.

The probe found widespread assault and emotional, physical and sexual abuse, as well as neglect, humiliation and the deprivation of food, education and medical care.

Many never knew their parents or siblings, or even their own names, which could change each time they moved accommodation. Sometimes they were referred to simply by a number.

"The truth is, this is an ugly story. The truth is, great evil has been done," Rudd said.

Many of the children were not told the truth about what happened to their parents, while their families were lied to as well, the inquiry found.

It said the legacy of these experiences had left many people emotionally scarred, with many resorting to drug and alcohol abuse and an "abnormally large" percentage committing suicide.

Some victims are still in prisons and mental health hospitals, while others suffer depression and feelings of worthlessness. Just days before the apology, one man who campaigned all his life for forgotten Australians killed himself.

"You have that insecurity and lack of self-esteem and all of that with you forever," Caroline Carroll, who chairs the Alliance for Forgotten Australians, told AFP ahead of the apology.

"That feeling of never being good enough doesn't go away."
- AFP/so

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I am not a beacon of many causes, hopes and dreams. I know that there is a lot of "I-dont-care" vibe in me and I am highly conscious of that. Plus, I am neither a negotiator nor a bargainer. Throw me in a sea of people and I dont stand out. In fact, I dont want to stand out if standing out just mean by different for the sake of it. But...human rights issue is something quite dear to me. Protecting our rights to live and prosper is something I really feel strongly for. To be abused, humiliated and be enslaved, those are the worse things that can ever happened to a civilisation.
 
So excuse me if I dont really care about poor services in malls, sub-par food in a mid-level restaurant, people who cannot really speak your language, trains which come a minute too late and weather which is too hot or too cold. It's too tiring to be caught up in such hate-lists. What do I get in the end? Extra gift? Free dessert? A minute of fame? Credit card waiver? Imagine the bad karma the other party throws back at you. Wow.
 
Note to self...don't sweat the small stuff. We are all meant for much bigger things.
 
Anyone can rob me of my comfort and material goods.
They however cannot rob me of my freedom.
I is Braveheart!!!
 
Crappy afternoon indulgence here. Back to work.
 
 
 
P/S: Aussie, now, do ensure the process of rehabilitation can salvage the situation.
 
 
 
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Friendship train

I wanted to bluetooth the pictures I took yesterday during Ismail's hen/cock party when the phone jammed. After rebooting, the pictures were then gone...just like Amelia Earheart (the movie which I watched just now. Not bad, by the way).

All the pictures are gone. The lousy players at the bowling session, the heartburn-inducing dinner, the unique ice-cream experience, the hilarious bonding session at Keppel Bay and beancurd supper at Geylang...all G.O.N.E.

All I've got is this clip below...and it's not even complete because Jo and Sean weren't in the picture yet. Still...I hope to get the pictures from Ismail soon.



Mail...hope you had a good time. I sure did. Tini...you can go ahead and marry Mail already. Heheh.


P/S: AMELIA was cool. A bit slow at some points but it did induce some tears. I really like to see people chasing dreams and actually achieving them. Even if it means not being able to get out of it alive. Rock on.

P/P/S: Sha, wish you were there. You too, Gracie.



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Friday, November 13, 2009

You're not sorry

I so could relate to this song even though I am almost twice of '15'. 15...one of the sweetest times I've had.


You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen
And somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen
And somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen
And somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors (Taylor Swift)



P/S: Things went awry when we were 16 ... just when I was about to leave high school. (kicks drama mode) Love was never the same again.

P/P/S: Oh, he went to marry at a young age and now has a couple of kids.



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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Domino dancing

Lauren said The Killers are coming. THE KILLERS ARE COMING!! Jan 24th
2010 at the Indoor Stadium...11 days after freaking Green Day!

Now, I just need Foo Fighters and Pet Shop Boys to come and my concert
collection of my favourite groups (those which are still un-disbanded
and alive at least) will be complete. Woohoo.

...

Okay.

2 days ago, the mother told me last year, my auntie told the mother
that she (auntie) wanted to matchmake me with her old neighbour. The
mother told me that he was a divorcee (not a widower, Lauren. Sorry
wrong info!) with no children. The auntie told the mother that he was
a good man with good background. The mother did not like the idea
because she was quite suspicious of the word "good". Good on you,
mother.

Anyway yeah...the mother didnt like the idea of her daughter getting
together with a divorced man. Because of her scepticism, the idea
naturally didnt come to me and well...phew!

That's a snippet of my life.

Till next time...it's back to work.


P/S: Lady Gaga's Bad Romance is still stuck in my head and I think
it's a fucking fabulous tune!


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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Bad romance

I am sooooooooooo in love with Lady Gage's latest single - Bad Romance. She's awesome!



I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Around the world

I am still alive and home. Had a good rest in Hong Kong...lots of sleep and lots of mindless walking and (window) shopping. Ate nonsense stuff also. It's all good, generally.
 
Lao Lee, thank you for having me over and..you're welcome (cause I was the best companion you've ever had hahahaha).
 
More next time.
I need to unload my dirty clothes and junk from the bag.
 
Been there done that messed around
I'm having fun don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I've tried to send
My information's just not going in

Burning bridges shore to shore
I'll break away from something more
I'm not to not to love until it's cheap
Been there done that messed around
I'm having fun don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

This time baby I'll be bulletproof
This time baby I'll be bulletproof

I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
To walk away from something when it's dead
Do do do your dirty words
Come out to play when you are heard
There's certain things that should be left unsaid

Tick tick tick tick on the watch
And life's too short for me to stop
Oh baby, your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
All you do is fill me up with doubt

This time baby I'll be bulletproof
This time baby I'll be bulletproof
This time baby I'll be bulletproof
This time baby I'll be bulletproof (La Roux)

 
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Thursday, November 05, 2009

Waiting

It's 0900hrs and apparently, I am still waiting for the bloody boarding call. Am so tired and sleepy.

Oh the boarding call is heard.

Ok bye.

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Paper plane

When was the last time I took the plane alone?
Was it in 2005 when I went to London to meet Grace and Ting?
Wow...4 years.
 
Anyway, here I am at T3 waiting for the gates to be opened. I was done with packing at about 0530hrs, after much procrastinating. Just grabbed and dumped in the bag so there is a very good chance that I'll be Miss Mismatched in Hong Kong later. But ah...whateverlah, huh.
 
All right. Boarding anytime now.
 
Watch this space.
 
 
 
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Holiday

It's 0300hrs and I am still packing. Granted, I only started 20 mins ago. Yaaaaawn.

My flight is at 0940hrs and that means I should be there around 0745hrs. I will leave house around 0630hrs and take a train there I guess. I hope it doesnt get crowded just yet.

As much as I want to take break, the heart is not 100% in it. I have tons of work and yet, I need to clear my leave. I am in need of sleep...just good ol' quality snooze. Maybe I can do that. Lauren can go shop till she drops, I just want to ..zzz..

Okay.
Get on with the packing.
By 1400hrs, I will be here.
:)

Be good, people.



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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

My place

Think I am dehydrated and burnt by the hot sun today.

Anyway, I just want to have a big shout out to CY2 aka Hazelicious. Happy birthday, babe!




Gladys, Valli, CY2 and I had a 'birthday' karaoke session. As expected, things got crazy and went a little out of hand. Such a bizarre birthday celebration cause our idea of a birthday song was 50c's In Da Club. Word!






Hope you like the little gift from me. Nothing much but I thought it was ..urm.. cute. Nevertheless, have a good one and many best wishes :)



Heheh.


P/S: Watched Love Happens on Monday (J.Aniston and A.Eckheart)and I thought it was subtle, underdog-gish and quite good. Yay!


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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Gone till November

Just came back from a little trip to the Asian Civilisation Musuem with the students (Tuesday's Activity Day). Oh man, it's scorching like...hell. Dammit.
 
Brought them around to Fullerton, take the underground escalator to One Fullerton and chill at Starbucks before coming back to school. Now...dammit, I need to prepare for class. In an hour's time!
 
On a brighter note, I bought my return ticket from HK to Singapore already. Now, I need to change some money and pack my money and I'll be good to go. To Hong Kong this Thursday.
 
 
P/S: The coughing is not getting better. In fact, I feel asthmatic.
 
 
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Monday, November 02, 2009

Losing my religion

Okay. The installation is done. I have officially been Mio-ed.
I still have my Starhub...the box sets are all piling.
Damn you, Manchester United.


Right now, we have more remote controls than we have people in the house. On top of that, my TV has run out of "outlets". I need to take one cable out next time I want to poke my Wii wires. I think this sums up one thing. I need to get a TV in my room strictly for Wii. You know why...cause I am eyeing that bloody DJ Hero (@$199) and Rock Band Beatles.


Oh yes, sir. I am making up for lost time, redeeming all my childhood; a time when I was supposed to play and have insane fun. I was so serious and deprived as a child so now...ambik kau...take it. I am going to short circuit the whole house down.


Muahahahamuahaha*cough*muahahaha.

P/S: Okay. Better play Wii before the father comes home at night and snatches the TV and all the remotes away from me.


P/P/S: Fuck. Am still deprived. Damn you, father.


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Vindaloo!

The bloody SingTel Mio guy called to say if it's okay he came to my place early. So, I hurried home. I already took half day but I thought of doing some errands first before coming home around 1600hrs. But he requested to come early and so we agreed for him to come at 1500hrs.

It's 1530hrs now and he hasnt appeared. I am getting pissed because (a) I could have come back later and (b) I am sleepy and I want to sleep. This is is so stupid. Maybe I shouldnt even subscribe to this Football Frenzy package. Everything is stupid. Football is stupid. Cable TV is fucking stupid. SingTel is stupid. Argh!!!!!!!

Go berambus and mampus, lah!!


P/S: Oh he's here. This entry didnt really happen. Hahaha.

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We gotta get out of this place

Am planning the timetable for the new University programme which I am in-charged of...and my god, the first "fiscal" year ends on the 10th of January, 2011.


I'll be almost 31.


My God.
My God.
My God.


I need to get out of this place before I get stuck.

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I just can't stop loving you

Yesterday (Saturday) was chaotic. The house was buzzing was the mother organised a baby shower (kenduri of some sort) for the sister-in-law and the guests started streaming in at about 1630hrs. From then till about 2200hrs, I was busy in the kitchen. I just plonked dead at 2300hrs, unshowered. I was trying to hang on (for dear life) because Man U were playing Blackburn at about 0130hrs. I only managed to wake up on the 70th minute. Didnt manage to see Liverpool got gutted by Fulham also. Damn.

Sunday was supposed to meet JLo, A-Go-Go and Abercrombie for brunch but that didnt really work out. I didnt want to wake up early at 0900hrs and they had to go off by 1300hrs. In the end, I met Meiling at 1600hrs and we watched Michael Jackson's This Is It. We had actually bought the tickets 2 weeks ago though I think we shouldnt have cause the theatre wasnt full anyway.



It was amazing. I had tears of joy watching the docu-film-concert after the initial 5 minutes of apprehension. MJ looked so tired malnourished but..oh well..I was soon sucked into the preparation of the mega concert. MJ's energy was so powerful even when he was beat. I could only imagine the power he had when he was much younger and at his peak. Gosh...I just hope this man will finally be able to rest in peace.

And damn, the males dancers were hot.
Sizzling.
Maybe I want to watch this again.
Or..hah, DVD.

Looking out
Across the night-time
The city winks a sleepless eye
Hear her voice
Shake my window
Sweet seducing sighs

Get me out
Into the night-time
Four walls won't hold me tonight
If this town
Is just an apple
Then let me take a bite

If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that is human nature
Why, why, does he do me that way
If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that is human nature
Why, why, does he do me that way

Reaching out
To touch a stranger
Electric eyes are ev'rywhere
See that girl
She knows I'm watching
She likes the way I stare

If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that is human nature
Why, why, does he do me that way
If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that is human nature
Why, why, does he do me that way
I like livin' this way
I like lovin' this way

Looking out
Across the morning
The city's heart begins to beat
Reaching out
I touch her shoulder
I'm dreaming of the street

If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that is human nature
Why, why, does he do me that way
If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that is human nature
Why, why, does he do me that way
I like livin' this way



I guess...me too.


P/S: Hong Kong in 3 days!


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