The reason why I dont like Subway is because the bloody sandwiches are bloody expensive!
Over lunch...$8 is gone. GONE!!!!!
That could have contributed to the funding of another dress. Or, another movie with $1 to spare to buy kacang putih. Dammit. No more Sub-bloody-way..
And mentioning movie...think i will go watch The Break-Up tonight.
So much for being broke.
(emailed)
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
There are some things in life you dont want to see
Like your parents having ..ahem..good times in the bedroom.
Unfortunately, the sister accidentally swung the door open last night and was greeted with a hasty "Oi!" The sister quickly closed the door and headed straight to me...burying her face under my arm piit, obviously shaken. Although she didnt see anything because it was too dark, she was still slightly traumatised. So traumatised was she..she dropped everything and went to bed. Hahahahahahahahha.
That was so unlike them. Usually they would have bolted the door. It's not like they dont have a door knob or something. I dont have one! But hahahaha it was hilarious.
The brother who was oblivious to the commotion asked me:
He: Why? What are they doing inside?
Ed: Reading a book. They are reading a book.
He: Reading a book?
Ed: Of course not lah! What do you think they are doing???
Sigh...the parents.
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Unfortunately, the sister accidentally swung the door open last night and was greeted with a hasty "Oi!" The sister quickly closed the door and headed straight to me...burying her face under my arm piit, obviously shaken. Although she didnt see anything because it was too dark, she was still slightly traumatised. So traumatised was she..she dropped everything and went to bed. Hahahahahahahahha.
That was so unlike them. Usually they would have bolted the door. It's not like they dont have a door knob or something. I dont have one! But hahahaha it was hilarious.
The brother who was oblivious to the commotion asked me:
He: Why? What are they doing inside?
Ed: Reading a book. They are reading a book.
He: Reading a book?
Ed: Of course not lah! What do you think they are doing???
Sigh...the parents.
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Dissipating dollars
Thanks for the offers…to KL, Bangkok, Bintan, Aussie, Indonesia. How about Tioman? I haven’t been there this year. And I always go there yearly. I don’t want to do anything. Just chill.
Sitting under this tree while dreaming of far-out things..like getting rich or die trying.
Was in a near panic to get Meiling’s present. I almost got her an Anne Geddes beanie, a Guess wallet and other weird idea.
Almost got her this though…I was ready to accept anything.
But hahaha in the meantime, I got meself 2 dreses and a pair of pants.
Gah!
Fed up..i called the birthday girl. And she told me she didnt buy a haversack. Ah...a haversack then.
A thousand times goodnight church mice.
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Sitting under this tree while dreaming of far-out things..like getting rich or die trying.
Was in a near panic to get Meiling’s present. I almost got her an Anne Geddes beanie, a Guess wallet and other weird idea.
Almost got her this though…I was ready to accept anything.
But hahaha in the meantime, I got meself 2 dreses and a pair of pants.
Gah!
Fed up..i called the birthday girl. And she told me she didnt buy a haversack. Ah...a haversack then.
A thousand times goodnight church mice.
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Monday, August 21, 2006
The rolling sound of money...
The other company just called me and told me that my article was good enough to be published! Yeah the one for the building and architecture magazine. The managing editor called me again and asked if I wanted to take up the post of deputy editor for the magazine. Got me thinking for a while but..I have given my word to Northbrooks. And besides, remember how I had a bad time writing the article? Imagine me doing it everyday?
So I told him ... I would prefer to do the writing on a freelance basis. After all, my afternoons, come september, will be quite relax. so yeah...i will be a teacher by morning...and a writer by afternoon..by night..i will be a ...hahah position still vacant. hahaha. anyway..the money..the money...the money from the article is coming in. woohoo.
I am taking a substantial pay cut by going into teaching. So pardon me while I seek financial humour in the building and architectural industry.
P/S: He said more articles are coming my way....bring it on!
(emailed)
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So I told him ... I would prefer to do the writing on a freelance basis. After all, my afternoons, come september, will be quite relax. so yeah...i will be a teacher by morning...and a writer by afternoon..by night..i will be a ...hahah position still vacant. hahaha. anyway..the money..the money...the money from the article is coming in. woohoo.
I am taking a substantial pay cut by going into teaching. So pardon me while I seek financial humour in the building and architectural industry.
P/S: He said more articles are coming my way....bring it on!
(emailed)
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Madam Siti Nurhaliza
Good thing Mail goes to reservist today. Otherwise, I am sure he will be heartbroken to see Siti Nurhaliza getting married on TV today.
Update: Letter is still sitting pretty on my desk.
(emailed)
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Update: Letter is still sitting pretty on my desk.
(emailed)
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Today's the day...
...that I am handing in the letter..the act of throwing the towel. It is right in front of me. I am just gathering the balls to pass it to my immediate supervisor.
I am thinking of taking a flash break in 2 weeks' time. I am thinking of hopping down to KL but I dont think I have a kaki who is willing to coach his/her way to KL on a Friday evening and coach back to Singapore on Sunday morning. On second thought...maybe that is too crazy even for me. But well..it is a quick thrill.
Maybe a one night Batam retreat? Or a freaking 2-day cruise?
Okay drivel ... back to work.
(emailed)
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I am thinking of taking a flash break in 2 weeks' time. I am thinking of hopping down to KL but I dont think I have a kaki who is willing to coach his/her way to KL on a Friday evening and coach back to Singapore on Sunday morning. On second thought...maybe that is too crazy even for me. But well..it is a quick thrill.
Maybe a one night Batam retreat? Or a freaking 2-day cruise?
Okay drivel ... back to work.
(emailed)
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Too cool to care maybe
Oh I just found out that the sister hates me.
Yup.
It's official. She hates me.
I am not sure if I am okay with this..or am upset.
I just feel real lousy now.
But I know tomorrow I'll just be angry. What an ingrate.
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Yup.
It's official. She hates me.
I am not sure if I am okay with this..or am upset.
I just feel real lousy now.
But I know tomorrow I'll just be angry. What an ingrate.
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Left or right..no go
Bought a simple dress…don’t seem to like it anymore once I reached home. But that aside, we did brilliant and well, it’s good to know that Uncle Fergie still has faith in my baby.
Met up with Ismail and Sha for a quick screaming session @ Apollo Centre and well, it was indeed a screaming rock fest for me. Guys, really think we should have stayed out longer but yeah…circumstances did not allow. So Mail, cheer up and hey, enjoy your reservist days and Sha, good luck for the coming days…for the shoots and all.
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it
Aaaahhhhh.... - Somebody, Depeche Mode
Sometimes, things just go awful.
I was with 2 of my most favourite people in the world last night but I felt so detached. All I wanted was an intimate gathering but oh well, it didn’t turn out that way and topics were swayed into superficiality and irrelevance. Maybe I was selfish…but last night was the time I wanted to keep the 2 of you to meself. But no. We had a guest (it could have been 2!).
I know I sound selfish. But I don’t see you two often. And when I do, I want it to be about you..about me..about us. But no. You chose to talk about stuff I couldn’t care less about. So excuse me while I sat there stone silent and trying hard not to cry. For indeed, I felt like we were so different.
For once, I felt like I didn’t know my good friends anymore. It was great when the best friend finally arrived. Alas, we couldn’t hung out more because she had to go to work.
Anyway…
You should have told me long time ago. At least, you could have lessened the guilt and shared it with me. I am always here you know and I wont be judgemental, not with you of all people. Don’t hold back when you are with me. Come on! But haha..I really appreciate that you finally told me about it. It must have taken guts to gather up the courage to tell me. Much appreciated.
Just want to tell you that sometimes, we falter. Even the best fall down sometimes. Let alone us…average people-next-door. Sometimes, our perceptions and judgements get clouded and we let silliness and senselessness take the better of us. But let us not condemn ourselves to eternal sorrow because…sigh…we cannot undo all those mistakes. Just have to hope that we don’t do it again next time, I guess.
Love
Love
Love…
Love is so over rated sometimes.
And…so is sex.
Go read a book or something.
A thousand times goodnight, lucky virgins.
P/S: I need to get Meiling's present tomorrow!!!
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Met up with Ismail and Sha for a quick screaming session @ Apollo Centre and well, it was indeed a screaming rock fest for me. Guys, really think we should have stayed out longer but yeah…circumstances did not allow. So Mail, cheer up and hey, enjoy your reservist days and Sha, good luck for the coming days…for the shoots and all.
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it
Aaaahhhhh.... - Somebody, Depeche Mode
Sometimes, things just go awful.
I was with 2 of my most favourite people in the world last night but I felt so detached. All I wanted was an intimate gathering but oh well, it didn’t turn out that way and topics were swayed into superficiality and irrelevance. Maybe I was selfish…but last night was the time I wanted to keep the 2 of you to meself. But no. We had a guest (it could have been 2!).
I know I sound selfish. But I don’t see you two often. And when I do, I want it to be about you..about me..about us. But no. You chose to talk about stuff I couldn’t care less about. So excuse me while I sat there stone silent and trying hard not to cry. For indeed, I felt like we were so different.
For once, I felt like I didn’t know my good friends anymore. It was great when the best friend finally arrived. Alas, we couldn’t hung out more because she had to go to work.
Anyway…
You should have told me long time ago. At least, you could have lessened the guilt and shared it with me. I am always here you know and I wont be judgemental, not with you of all people. Don’t hold back when you are with me. Come on! But haha..I really appreciate that you finally told me about it. It must have taken guts to gather up the courage to tell me. Much appreciated.
Just want to tell you that sometimes, we falter. Even the best fall down sometimes. Let alone us…average people-next-door. Sometimes, our perceptions and judgements get clouded and we let silliness and senselessness take the better of us. But let us not condemn ourselves to eternal sorrow because…sigh…we cannot undo all those mistakes. Just have to hope that we don’t do it again next time, I guess.
Love
Love
Love…
Love is so over rated sometimes.
And…so is sex.
Go read a book or something.
A thousand times goodnight, lucky virgins.
P/S: I need to get Meiling's present tomorrow!!!
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
Blue is the colour on my back
It was the launch of Project Cabin yesterday and Mrs Yu-Foo Yee Soon was the late guest-of honour. But that is not my main point. It’s the fact that my kids did an excellent job that matters.
And with the march past, weeks of training are perfectly completed.
This is the 14-year-old Roy who looks like someone I know back in secondary school. Okay picture is blurred. Too far.
After that, we had a mini M16 (dummy) training. Then, Miss Lee took Jieshun and I to the spanking huge-ass Home Team Academy @ Choa Chu Kang. Stupid me didn’t wear my uniform so I didn’t get to shoot the bloody .38. Fuck.
Anyway, Miss Lee showed us around the place. It was cool and awesome but still, we much preferred the old PA at Thomson Road. That colonial place was buzzing with activities and had a friendly warmth to it. This one is just concrete..and more concrete. Even the parade square is concrete! It has that cold feeling and well…modern, yet, unfeeling.
Jieshun and I. He was just Sec 1 when I first came to Northbrooks. He and his squad were the first kids I took..and they were the pioneers of the school. Look at him now. Almost 20 years old. It has almost been 7 years. My god!
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And with the march past, weeks of training are perfectly completed.
This is the 14-year-old Roy who looks like someone I know back in secondary school. Okay picture is blurred. Too far.
After that, we had a mini M16 (dummy) training. Then, Miss Lee took Jieshun and I to the spanking huge-ass Home Team Academy @ Choa Chu Kang. Stupid me didn’t wear my uniform so I didn’t get to shoot the bloody .38. Fuck.
Anyway, Miss Lee showed us around the place. It was cool and awesome but still, we much preferred the old PA at Thomson Road. That colonial place was buzzing with activities and had a friendly warmth to it. This one is just concrete..and more concrete. Even the parade square is concrete! It has that cold feeling and well…modern, yet, unfeeling.
Jieshun and I. He was just Sec 1 when I first came to Northbrooks. He and his squad were the first kids I took..and they were the pioneers of the school. Look at him now. Almost 20 years old. It has almost been 7 years. My god!
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
We are our own jinx
Caught Sophie Scholl: The Final Days with Adrian and Shu Xiang. I love the show. I like it when people are trying to make a revolution I like it when people try to make things different. Bottom line, I like politics.
"Somebody, after all, had to make a start. What we wrote and said is also believed by many others. They just don't dare express themselves as we did." (Sophie Scholl)
Isnt this true, my dear Moonies? Are we not revolutionary in our own peculiar ways? Are we not torn between being a bourgeoisie and a heartlander? Are we not victims of our own convictions? Arent we the ones who pat ourselves on the back and then shoot ourselves in the foot?
I know you and I are the products of our own revolution.
Maybe we are the manifestoes of our own rage.
We are a walking contradiction.
Moonies, have I ever mentioned how glad I am to have you guys in my life? I have my best friends and all but you guys are ..gems. I love how we exchange vulgarities and political thoughts in the same breath. How we talk about the madness of life and our manic, erratic moods. If our life is a musical, we would be RENT.
Okay I got to go to bed. Wake up call is in 2 hours’ time.
A thousand times goodnights, bohemian and bourgeoisie.
P/S The EPL is here! It is back, it is back!
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"Somebody, after all, had to make a start. What we wrote and said is also believed by many others. They just don't dare express themselves as we did." (Sophie Scholl)
Isnt this true, my dear Moonies? Are we not revolutionary in our own peculiar ways? Are we not torn between being a bourgeoisie and a heartlander? Are we not victims of our own convictions? Arent we the ones who pat ourselves on the back and then shoot ourselves in the foot?
I know you and I are the products of our own revolution.
Maybe we are the manifestoes of our own rage.
We are a walking contradiction.
Moonies, have I ever mentioned how glad I am to have you guys in my life? I have my best friends and all but you guys are ..gems. I love how we exchange vulgarities and political thoughts in the same breath. How we talk about the madness of life and our manic, erratic moods. If our life is a musical, we would be RENT.
Okay I got to go to bed. Wake up call is in 2 hours’ time.
A thousand times goodnights, bohemian and bourgeoisie.
P/S The EPL is here! It is back, it is back!
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Friday, August 18, 2006
Insatiable desire...
Due to my constant need for music, I am right now marooned on a Danish radio station. Am listening to their version of Linkin Park/Outkast...i cant make it out. But damn it is catchy.
Did you catch Wilber Pang on telly last night? I thought he looked like the Oriental version of former Blue man..Duncan. Cu-te!
Alamak...the Danish song is finished. It's Paris Hilton now...ruuuuuuun!
(emailed)
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Did you catch Wilber Pang on telly last night? I thought he looked like the Oriental version of former Blue man..Duncan. Cu-te!
Alamak...the Danish song is finished. It's Paris Hilton now...ruuuuuuun!
(emailed)
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It's Friday and I'm Maradona
What a blasphemy! Mathilda out of the Idol?? Maybe the reason why my Ah Beng Jonathan Leong didnt get boot was because he had my pathetic 60-cent vote? Why are Joakim and Two-freaking-hill still in the running? Singaporeans...
And oh...finally..Zayra is out of RockStar. I love that show.
Anyway...
It's Friday, ya'll and I have no plans. Think I shall go catch a show tonight. It's been a while now. In the mood for some political stuff so maybe I will catch Sophie Scholl ... think will save The Break Up when I have a company or two.
The parents came back last night. Am I glad to see them? A bit. The mother bought me clothes to be worn for Noreen's wedding..hehehe. thank you!
Mentioning wedding, there is no time to meet the Bride...to have a gathering before she becomes someone else's wife.Right now, she is is Abu Dhabi and will only be back on the 23rd. Walao..the wedding is on the 25th lah. How to have a hen night? I think we are going to make it this way. This Saturday, we are going to have a dinner gathering...in conjunction to her wedding. With or without the bride. We shall call it The Best Friend's Wedding Dinner.
Am wearing the Argentina jersey today for the first time. Received stares on the MRT...What? Cannot wear is it? Is it wrong to pair it with a skirt?
Hahahaha.
(emailed)
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And oh...finally..Zayra is out of RockStar. I love that show.
Anyway...
It's Friday, ya'll and I have no plans. Think I shall go catch a show tonight. It's been a while now. In the mood for some political stuff so maybe I will catch Sophie Scholl ... think will save The Break Up when I have a company or two.
The parents came back last night. Am I glad to see them? A bit. The mother bought me clothes to be worn for Noreen's wedding..hehehe. thank you!
Mentioning wedding, there is no time to meet the Bride...to have a gathering before she becomes someone else's wife.Right now, she is is Abu Dhabi and will only be back on the 23rd. Walao..the wedding is on the 25th lah. How to have a hen night? I think we are going to make it this way. This Saturday, we are going to have a dinner gathering...in conjunction to her wedding. With or without the bride. We shall call it The Best Friend's Wedding Dinner.
Am wearing the Argentina jersey today for the first time. Received stares on the MRT...What? Cannot wear is it? Is it wrong to pair it with a skirt?
Hahahaha.
(emailed)
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
Sickening succotash!
Morning..ya ya..whatever.
One of the main reasons why I want out is because I cannot stand living with the stinking pig..aka..the sister. She has invaded my bathroom with rubbish, hogged it but never seemed to help me clean. Toilet left unflushed...empty body wash bottles..leftover hair dye. Chee beh!
You know I am very anal about my bathroom.
And the mess she makes everywhere is freaking ridiculous. Dirty clothes..clean clothes..dirty socks under the bed. Wah-fucking-lao!! COME ON! She's freaking 18! What? Too young to clear her shit but not too young to have boyfriends? The parents spoilt her rotten, I tell you. I screamed bloody murder this morning telling her to clean up after herself. And that stupid bitch slammed the door on me.
One of these days...I'll kill her.
Rather than running the risk of me getting a heart attack, it will be much cheaper to just exterminate her.
Boyfriends of the world... can you help instil a bit of sense into your 18-year-old girlfriends? Can you like tell them to at least clean up their bloody mess? How the fuck can you love someone who cant even take care of herself? When you smell her and you think she smells good, that's my shower foam she has been using...and leaving the bottle not in the original position with the cap open. If you think her hair looks good, well, she has done all the massive trimming in my little bathroom and the mass of hair is all clogging up my drainage pipe. And next time tell her that I dont buy her telling me that she is out at a friend's place every night doing project. Chances are she's with you..and maybe, at your place.
All these stupid lies are in the book.
And well, if she's at your place...tell her to use your freaking bathroom before coming home. Use your freaking shampoo..use your freaking soap..unflush your freaking toilet and clog up your freaking pipe. Once she is good and ready, please send her home.
Thank you for your cooperation.
....yes, I am one hell of an angry motherfucker today.
(emailed)
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One of the main reasons why I want out is because I cannot stand living with the stinking pig..aka..the sister. She has invaded my bathroom with rubbish, hogged it but never seemed to help me clean. Toilet left unflushed...empty body wash bottles..leftover hair dye. Chee beh!
You know I am very anal about my bathroom.
And the mess she makes everywhere is freaking ridiculous. Dirty clothes..clean clothes..dirty socks under the bed. Wah-fucking-lao!! COME ON! She's freaking 18! What? Too young to clear her shit but not too young to have boyfriends? The parents spoilt her rotten, I tell you. I screamed bloody murder this morning telling her to clean up after herself. And that stupid bitch slammed the door on me.
One of these days...I'll kill her.
Rather than running the risk of me getting a heart attack, it will be much cheaper to just exterminate her.
Boyfriends of the world... can you help instil a bit of sense into your 18-year-old girlfriends? Can you like tell them to at least clean up their bloody mess? How the fuck can you love someone who cant even take care of herself? When you smell her and you think she smells good, that's my shower foam she has been using...and leaving the bottle not in the original position with the cap open. If you think her hair looks good, well, she has done all the massive trimming in my little bathroom and the mass of hair is all clogging up my drainage pipe. And next time tell her that I dont buy her telling me that she is out at a friend's place every night doing project. Chances are she's with you..and maybe, at your place.
All these stupid lies are in the book.
And well, if she's at your place...tell her to use your freaking bathroom before coming home. Use your freaking shampoo..use your freaking soap..unflush your freaking toilet and clog up your freaking pipe. Once she is good and ready, please send her home.
Thank you for your cooperation.
....yes, I am one hell of an angry motherfucker today.
(emailed)
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Little out of touch..a little insane
Vote for Jon Leong okay? Although his performance was a bit over the top…his voice was simply superb.
I am hungry. There is no food at home. Man…too hungry to sleep.
Oh well.
My mind wandered on my way home. Somehow I was thinking about the teaching stint. And that brought me back to my schooling days. And that brought me back to..haha..boys.
Hehehehehehe.
Now I realise why I can keep many late nights.
I have been training since I was 15!
The phone calls which lasted till morning. Then it was off to school. And then a quick chat after school. A nap. And then at night it started again.
Eh, when did we squeeze in studying? How did he squeeze in basketball and football? How did I squeeze in my sports training? How did we squeeze in keeping up with our friends? We were both SuperBoy and SuperGirl back then, weren’t we?
I really blame Roy, my Sec 2 cadet, for inciting this nostalgia. Why does he have to look exactly the same as YJ?
Oh well.
It’s 0330hrs. Just finished chatting with Blush on the phone and chatting with Avian on msn…both pouring their relationship grief to me. My intended reading material still untouched. But well…glad to be of service to friends. :)
But still, I cant help but feel funny to have people asking me about relationship stuff. I am not fit to be dishing out advices. Never been in a proper relationship and I don’t know if I ever will.
…choy choy bok choy…
Okay it is time to sleep.
On the parents’ bed.
No..haha…no sex.
A thousand times goodnight, manic somnanbulists.
P/S: Have a very strong craving for thosai and chappati right now.
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I am hungry. There is no food at home. Man…too hungry to sleep.
Oh well.
My mind wandered on my way home. Somehow I was thinking about the teaching stint. And that brought me back to my schooling days. And that brought me back to..haha..boys.
Hehehehehehe.
Now I realise why I can keep many late nights.
I have been training since I was 15!
The phone calls which lasted till morning. Then it was off to school. And then a quick chat after school. A nap. And then at night it started again.
Eh, when did we squeeze in studying? How did he squeeze in basketball and football? How did I squeeze in my sports training? How did we squeeze in keeping up with our friends? We were both SuperBoy and SuperGirl back then, weren’t we?
I really blame Roy, my Sec 2 cadet, for inciting this nostalgia. Why does he have to look exactly the same as YJ?
Oh well.
It’s 0330hrs. Just finished chatting with Blush on the phone and chatting with Avian on msn…both pouring their relationship grief to me. My intended reading material still untouched. But well…glad to be of service to friends. :)
But still, I cant help but feel funny to have people asking me about relationship stuff. I am not fit to be dishing out advices. Never been in a proper relationship and I don’t know if I ever will.
…choy choy bok choy…
Okay it is time to sleep.
On the parents’ bed.
No..haha…no sex.
A thousand times goodnight, manic somnanbulists.
P/S: Have a very strong craving for thosai and chappati right now.
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Obsessive Emo Listener
I am (re)hooked on Silverchair's Across The Night. Been listening to it over..and over..and over..and over again.
Why isnt there anyone else who likes this song? It's a string beauty!
Come on, guys...sing with me.
Across the night
It was the moon that stole my slumber
Across the night
I fell in love with people sleeping.
Mentioning sleeping, I will sleep on the parent's bed tonight since they are away in KL. Geez...this is the time when I can have wild sex on their bed.
Wait.
1. I dont have a boyfriend.
2. The neighbours will complain of the noise.
3. The siblings may peep.
Damn.
(emailed)
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Why isnt there anyone else who likes this song? It's a string beauty!
Come on, guys...sing with me.
Across the night
It was the moon that stole my slumber
Across the night
I fell in love with people sleeping.
Mentioning sleeping, I will sleep on the parent's bed tonight since they are away in KL. Geez...this is the time when I can have wild sex on their bed.
Wait.
1. I dont have a boyfriend.
2. The neighbours will complain of the noise.
3. The siblings may peep.
Damn.
(emailed)
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Hangin' with Mr Cooper, remember?
You know... only 2 people have been supportive of this switch.
The rest are either dumbfounded or doubtful.
But oh well...
It's okies. It is in me to do my best in everything I do. So, this shouldnt be a problem.
And like you said, I may even grow to love it.
And with this, I will be free to attend the Officer course at HTA and Pulau Ubin in November...and get tekan like a cadet all over again. And this time, I am determined to be one of the best trainees. This time, the reward will be even greater. Haha..I will have crabs on my shoulders then. Hell yeah!
And CY, I will be very free in December cause I will be "unemployed". If you need assistance for the wedding prep, call me, okay?
(emailed)
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The rest are either dumbfounded or doubtful.
But oh well...
It's okies. It is in me to do my best in everything I do. So, this shouldnt be a problem.
And like you said, I may even grow to love it.
And with this, I will be free to attend the Officer course at HTA and Pulau Ubin in November...and get tekan like a cadet all over again. And this time, I am determined to be one of the best trainees. This time, the reward will be even greater. Haha..I will have crabs on my shoulders then. Hell yeah!
And CY, I will be very free in December cause I will be "unemployed". If you need assistance for the wedding prep, call me, okay?
(emailed)
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Very girly Wednesday
The parents ditched the children and left for KL yesterday. Damn.
Fell asleep while watching Life As We Know It (...a 20+ year old teacher fucking her 17-year-old student? I like!) and the lights were up all the way till 0415hrs when I got up and zonked my way to the bedroom.
Yesterday was crap. After travelling all the way to Yishun, we were told that we couldnt go to HTA because the shooting range was in use. Bloody hell! Imagine if Miss Lee didnt call before hand to confirm. We would have travelled all the way there in vain! Basket.
So we had drill instead and in my manly voice, I hollered and bellowed in the rain. Not really..we were in the shade of course. Was correcting some cadets' when I realised some of the girls' legs were so hairy. I was like...Good gracious. Shave your legs, girl! Of course I didnt say it. Next time, maybe.
Left at about 1600hrs because I couldnt take it anymore..tired of doing drill and moving around in my jeans and ballet pumps. Went to Northpoint and open a new bank account with OCBC...where the bank officer tried to lure me into some investments. No money to invest lah! Invest here...invest there..then I have no daily pocket money. Walk to work, is it?
When it was FINALLY done, I took a train ride to Woodlands' Causeway Point...hoping to find clothes for Noreen's wedding. Silently cursing the bride for choosing pink, cream and white as the official colours. I look gross in all of them! Argh! My wedding, i am going to make you guys wear purple and yellow, i'll make sure of that. Anyway, I bought this top which I thought was light pink. It turned out to be peach...great!
Almost bought this grey Arthur Yen gown (yes..not a dress..but an evening gown!!) and well, after holding it for 15 minutes, I put it back.
When and where will I wear the dress?
Plus, I think the mother will shred it into pieces because she'd think my breasts are going to pop out of it.
Sheesh.
Oh well.
Going to go to the Airport for lunch. Popeye's chickens..here I come!
(emailed)
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Fell asleep while watching Life As We Know It (...a 20+ year old teacher fucking her 17-year-old student? I like!) and the lights were up all the way till 0415hrs when I got up and zonked my way to the bedroom.
Yesterday was crap. After travelling all the way to Yishun, we were told that we couldnt go to HTA because the shooting range was in use. Bloody hell! Imagine if Miss Lee didnt call before hand to confirm. We would have travelled all the way there in vain! Basket.
So we had drill instead and in my manly voice, I hollered and bellowed in the rain. Not really..we were in the shade of course. Was correcting some cadets' when I realised some of the girls' legs were so hairy. I was like...Good gracious. Shave your legs, girl! Of course I didnt say it. Next time, maybe.
Left at about 1600hrs because I couldnt take it anymore..tired of doing drill and moving around in my jeans and ballet pumps. Went to Northpoint and open a new bank account with OCBC...where the bank officer tried to lure me into some investments. No money to invest lah! Invest here...invest there..then I have no daily pocket money. Walk to work, is it?
When it was FINALLY done, I took a train ride to Woodlands' Causeway Point...hoping to find clothes for Noreen's wedding. Silently cursing the bride for choosing pink, cream and white as the official colours. I look gross in all of them! Argh! My wedding, i am going to make you guys wear purple and yellow, i'll make sure of that. Anyway, I bought this top which I thought was light pink. It turned out to be peach...great!
Almost bought this grey Arthur Yen gown (yes..not a dress..but an evening gown!!) and well, after holding it for 15 minutes, I put it back.
When and where will I wear the dress?
Plus, I think the mother will shred it into pieces because she'd think my breasts are going to pop out of it.
Sheesh.
Oh well.
Going to go to the Airport for lunch. Popeye's chickens..here I come!
(emailed)
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Bella luna on a Tuesday night
And I am off for the day!
You're dancing naked just for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Into twining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer
You're the world
All I can bring you
Is the language of a lover... (Bella Luna, Mraz)
Damn,
Heavy rain.
(emailed)
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You're dancing naked just for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Into twining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer
You're the world
All I can bring you
Is the language of a lover... (Bella Luna, Mraz)
Damn,
Heavy rain.
(emailed)
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Good morrow
...is the morrow so young?
Apparently is not so anymore.
And my voice has officially reached transvestite-tism.
Hello, Changi!
(emailed)
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Apparently is not so anymore.
And my voice has officially reached transvestite-tism.
Hello, Changi!
(emailed)
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Liverpool jersey is too nice to be ignored
Broke fast at Plaza Singapura with Clara...who was sweet enough to meet me for dinner at such a short notice. This is another woman who is egging me to go over to the other side and be with her. Hahahaha. Come on babe, dont commit yourself to me. I am just full of nothing, really.
But yeah.. Somehow the idea of us being the two left seems fetching. I am in no hurry. You can go ahead and worry about a relationship. I settle down once all 4 of you have. Like I said...it's going to be like Four Weddings And A Funeral. I just hope the funeral isnt mine. Or any of you guys' for that matter...maybe just someone we barely know.
The film follows the fortunes of Charles and his friends as they wonder if they will every find true love and marry. Charles thinks he's found "Miss Right" in Carrie, an American. This British subtle comedy revolves around Charlie, his friends and the four weddings and one funeral which they attend.
Clara: How about Rasa Sentosa this time?
Ed: No!
Clara: Well, it's technically out of Singapore, you know.
Ed: Dont want.
Clara: Why????
Ed: You guys wont go into the sea...there's nothing to eat there.
Clara: Can always cook instant noodles.
Ed: Dont want. It's too far away from town..shops..places.
Clara: Why do we need those places?
Ed: It may be just the two of us in the end you know. Weiling is attached and Liah...well she has men.
Yes...maybe we can both just snuggle up in bed together and go under the sheets, eh?
Sheesh.
Anyway...
Got home and felt totally weak. Sprawled on the couch immediately for 1.5 hours before falling asleep. A quick shower and again I was sprawled on the bed. I felt so miserable...a throbbing headache, a congested chest, irritating cough and a general sense of malaise. Didnt even have the energy to hang my towel so I lied there with the damp towel on me body. Then I just burst into tears. The sister saw my super pale face and got scared. She took my towel and left the room. She offered Panadol which I dismissed with a weak flapping of the palm.
Think I must have been on the bed..moaning in pain and crying..for an hour. Could have passed out unnoticed. Tsk tsk tsk. Mail, I think I had a Mariah moment.
Decided to walk to the computer so I got up, and felt the world spin in a giddy twirl. Ran back to the bed and stayed there for another 30 minutes...stoning. Think the immune system is breaking down. Either that, work is making me sick. Literally.
Oh yeah...
Mentioning wedding earlier, Noreen's wedding is coming really soon and I havent got anything to wear for that weekend. Think i'll go shop around tomorrow at Causeway Point after coming back from Police Academy at Choa Chu Kang.
And yeah...she invited SW to the wedding. I was taken aback a bit. SW?? Man. I dont know. I have been avoiding him for years. Somehow, i feel so uncomfortable seeing him again. I know we havent seen and talk to each other for years. But to me...some people are better left alone. And maybe what? He is bringing the girlfriend this time round? Man..it's like awkward-ville alert, lah! He contacted me through MSN last week, after getting my email through another friend. Cyber-awkward, I tell you. That Ah Pek is getting married in 5 years' time. Well good for you.
Okay, enough of old stories.
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine
'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know - What If, Kate Winslet
But yeah.. Somehow the idea of us being the two left seems fetching. I am in no hurry. You can go ahead and worry about a relationship. I settle down once all 4 of you have. Like I said...it's going to be like Four Weddings And A Funeral. I just hope the funeral isnt mine. Or any of you guys' for that matter...maybe just someone we barely know.
The film follows the fortunes of Charles and his friends as they wonder if they will every find true love and marry. Charles thinks he's found "Miss Right" in Carrie, an American. This British subtle comedy revolves around Charlie, his friends and the four weddings and one funeral which they attend.
Clara: How about Rasa Sentosa this time?
Ed: No!
Clara: Well, it's technically out of Singapore, you know.
Ed: Dont want.
Clara: Why????
Ed: You guys wont go into the sea...there's nothing to eat there.
Clara: Can always cook instant noodles.
Ed: Dont want. It's too far away from town..shops..places.
Clara: Why do we need those places?
Ed: It may be just the two of us in the end you know. Weiling is attached and Liah...well she has men.
Yes...maybe we can both just snuggle up in bed together and go under the sheets, eh?
Sheesh.
Anyway...
Got home and felt totally weak. Sprawled on the couch immediately for 1.5 hours before falling asleep. A quick shower and again I was sprawled on the bed. I felt so miserable...a throbbing headache, a congested chest, irritating cough and a general sense of malaise. Didnt even have the energy to hang my towel so I lied there with the damp towel on me body. Then I just burst into tears. The sister saw my super pale face and got scared. She took my towel and left the room. She offered Panadol which I dismissed with a weak flapping of the palm.
Think I must have been on the bed..moaning in pain and crying..for an hour. Could have passed out unnoticed. Tsk tsk tsk. Mail, I think I had a Mariah moment.
Decided to walk to the computer so I got up, and felt the world spin in a giddy twirl. Ran back to the bed and stayed there for another 30 minutes...stoning. Think the immune system is breaking down. Either that, work is making me sick. Literally.
Oh yeah...
Mentioning wedding earlier, Noreen's wedding is coming really soon and I havent got anything to wear for that weekend. Think i'll go shop around tomorrow at Causeway Point after coming back from Police Academy at Choa Chu Kang.
And yeah...she invited SW to the wedding. I was taken aback a bit. SW?? Man. I dont know. I have been avoiding him for years. Somehow, i feel so uncomfortable seeing him again. I know we havent seen and talk to each other for years. But to me...some people are better left alone. And maybe what? He is bringing the girlfriend this time round? Man..it's like awkward-ville alert, lah! He contacted me through MSN last week, after getting my email through another friend. Cyber-awkward, I tell you. That Ah Pek is getting married in 5 years' time. Well good for you.
Okay, enough of old stories.
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine
'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know - What If, Kate Winslet
As for another part of me...i think again, it is time to raise the white flag. Nothing will come out of it and I know it is not going anyway considering the various obstacles. I am old. I am tired. I cant play such games anymore.
I shall go to bed again. My heavy head seems to throw me off balance. A thousand times goodnight, sentimental people.
P/S: Half day tomorrow. Yeah.
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