Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Blush
You're Blush. Quiet and shy, but smart and
colorful. You have a big imagination and you
often daydream. Hope will keep you grounded.


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Hmmm..shy.



Don’t we all need it?

By the way

DISCLAIMER:
Not all of my DTPs are placesd upstairs. I have kwai lan freelancers, too.

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The sister is now working at Toa Payoh’s Pizza Hut while waiting for her N Level results. She started on Saturday and it was a big thing in the family. You see…the sister is a pampered kid who doesn’t need to do anything. Actually, it’s more of being stubborn. She came home close to 0230hrs on Sat (Sun morning) and my parents were very anxious.

When the sister came home, everyone clamoured (including me) around her asking her about her work, how she broke fast and all that crap. It was quite hilarious. She had never come home so late but it’s funny to see the father not being able to scold her because it was work.

Anyway…the sister may be 17 BUT she’s still a bloody kid. So what if 15-year-old Sophie Willocq is a model? She’s still a kid! Maybe we all don’t want her to grow up. Lately I notice the mother has a certain air of melancholia …I guess it’s because the sister is not around. Yesterday, I think there was only the father at home breaking fast with her. Haiyah…this kind of thing..can be a bit sad, you know.


I guess that’s why you always read about me wanting to go back and break fast. Ramadan does bring a certain tone to the house.

Anyway…the irony of it all….

I am gonna catch Four Brothers with Sahriah later (she has a couple of free tickets). HOWEVER, tomorrow…I shall break fast (or at least go straight home) with the mother.


I amaze myself sometimes.


I would never bother you
I would never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
And I have never felt so well You know you're right

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let's talk about someone else
Steaming, soup begins to melt
Nothin' really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'll come to this
Things have never been so swell
And I have never felt so well
Pain...
You know you're right
You know your rights
Pain…
- You Know You’re Right, Nirvana

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