Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Why do we fall?

Work is really pissing me off.

I wake up each day with a renewed hope that things will be good today and that bad things can turn to good. The hope doesn’t last long because by 0900hrs, it integrates into the sultry Ubi air.

Attended the gala premiere of Batman Begins and although Christian Bale doesn’t make the dishiest of all the caped crusaders, I kind of like the storyline and everything else. Okay, it tends to get a little draggy at times but if it wasn’t showing at 2130hrs on a Monday night, I would have been more appreciative.


The billionaire Bruce Wayne


The fruit bat.

The company bbq has been brought forward to Thursday, instead of Friday. Man, and we still have to stagger to work the next day? No…Oh well. The good thing is that I can get to watch Malaysian Idol on Friday. Bleurgh, I am such a TV slut.

Meiling is asking if I want to go Ubin this Saturday. Am definitely giving it some thought. Pro: It’s cheap fun to hike. Con: I may not like the company. I shall think about it again.



Had an appraisal session with the “supervisor”…saw the report. Quite demoralising. No, make it very demoralising. I am feeling like such a loser. Seriously, I feel like I’ve been built and created, only to be torn down and ripped apart. I was so upset just now i ate all the 3 Ferrero Rocher chocolates that B gave me. Excuses, Mona. You were going to eat them anyway..sad or not.

I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a girl
You're the bird on the brim
Hypnotised by the whirl
Drink me, make me feel real
Wet your beak in the stream
Game we're playing is life
Love is a two way dream

Leave me now, return tonight
Tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay

I'm a path of cinders
Burning under your feet
You're the one who walks me
I'm your one way street
I'm a whisper in water
Secret for you to hear
You are the one who grows distant
When I beckon you near

Leave me now, return tonight
The tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay

I'm a tree that grows hearts
One for each that you take
You're the intruder hand
I'm the branch that you break
- Bachelorette, Bjork

My favourite from her. I swear if I listen to it now, I’ll burst. Been getting a lot of sadness these past few days. Maybe I’m having withdrawal symptoms of retail therapy. Fine. Shall make a date with the malls next Saturday. We are so going to start at 1000hrs.


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