Build me up buttercup

I have spent 2 hours..2 hours(!) trying to read this stupid book and I have successfully done 3 miserable pages. It's the 2nd lesson tonight and I really cringe at the thought of going the distance teaching Media Research.

I dont even take this long or face so much difficulty preparing for my Monash university classes. Yet, I am struggling for this Higher Diploma unit. Cannot siam, lah. Must really teach tonight.

Shithead.

Times like this I really wish I am my own boss selling fruits or flowers. Or sipping Moroccan tea down at Casablanca, travelling the world.

Tell me again why am I doing this...what am I doing here?
Why, when the money's not that great and it is slowly killing my health?


I didnt know sado-masochism is my thing.
But now we all know.
*whipped*


Adoi, sakit.
But...
Gimme gimme more
Gimmer more
Gimme gimme more.


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