Do you really want to make me cry?

Fuck off.
Fuck off.
Fuck off.

Like I am not feeling shitty enough. I hate you for doing this to me. You have never supported me in everything I have done. You go on and on giving hurtful words. Do you think I like what I am going through? You think? You think?

My eyes hurt. My will is crushed.

I hate you for not believing in me. Is there even a soul who believes in me? I hate you for everything that you said to me. It’s destructive. It's freaking demoralising. It's devastating.

You've never failed to make me regret my decisions. Everything I did yesterday, last month, last year, last 3 years..5 years..etc.

This is too much.

I cant take it anymore. I feel really sick. Self-pity doesn’t work here. I just hate myself.

I cant believe I am ranting like a 16 year old teenager.

This is a fucking sad Saturday.

Fuck you.

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